You’re completely beautiful.
So you are thinking of suicide. I’m guessing that you feel like no one cares about you, and if you ended your life people wouldn’t care? Well that is not true. If you end your life that way you wont just be hurting yourself, you will be hurting the ones you love. Yep. They will loose their minds. Hearing your name will just bring back old times you have had with one another. When they hear a song on the radio that used to be your favorite, they will just break down in tears wishing they could hear you sing that song just one more time. The people you love will be wondering: Did I do something wrong? Could I have stopped this? Many more questions will run through their minds nagging at them and usually they lean towards blaming themselves. I know, the pain you are going through right now must be excruciating. So bad to end your life… Well if you do it, the pain you are letting go is going to gradually fall down on the people you love and they will hurt as bad as you are hurting right now. Do you want that? Just think about this. You are young. Everyone’s life has rough patches in it. But let me tell you, there is ALWAYS a way out. Just think of your family, friends, everyone without you. When your family gets together for a reunion or a holiday, a piece of them will be missing. They are all going to think, what would it be like if he/she was here. They will all be thinking this in there head, missing you, wishing you were right there beside them. This time think of the person who has to call your school, friends, and other people to let them know you have taken your own life and there was nothing they could do. Telling them they have to arrange a funereal for someone they don’t want to let go of. You see, even though this person might not necessarily know you personally, they still will feel the loss because they have to tell a group of people who care for you dearly that a piece of them is gone. Now imagine how this will affect your friends. They will go to school the next day wondering where you are. They are all going to be asking each other if they have heard from you lately. And when they get that phone call, or hear the rumors everything will change for them. They are going to be so hurt, betrayed that someone so close didn’t even ask them for help. Didn’t tell them what they are going through. Most likely they are going to think it is their fault and possibly….. they could too take their own life as well. Would you want that? Would you want the pain and suffering you are going through to be brushed off your shoulder, and let it rest on your loved ones until they too have had enough. No. People love you. People care about you. Sometimes people don’t realize how fragile life is and how easy it is to just let everything go. It seems easy right? It’s not. The saying “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone” is completely right. We take advantage everyday of the people we love. Just remember people love you. Tell them you love them. Let them know how happy you are that they are apart of your life, and how you couldn’t live without them. People want you here. I want you here. People want to see you grow up and become a beautiful young lady/man. Please. don’t spread your suffering to others that love you or has come in contact with you. There is a time when God wants you to go. He has a beautiful plan for you, and he’ll get you through it. Stay strong, because you are beautiful, and you can get through this. I promise.
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Life Line: 1-800-273-8255
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Addicted Help: 1-888-469-4506
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743